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Exercising is my cigarette in that it calms me down on a stressful day.  But unlike cigarettes it’s healthy.

Day 1 done and man what a day.  As glamorous as it may sound “camp videographer” has to be one of the worst jobs.  I don’t get to spend time with kids or out in nature, I sit in front of a computer.  However, I do appreciate the “behind-the-scenes” ness of it all.  Doing video has always been a struggle for me.  I love the end product, I like seeing peoples reactions to it, but I dislike the process.  I work well under pressure, but I don’t like who I am under pressure.  I get snippy and detached.  In one way it helps me get the job done but it causes me to snap at people without reason.

Such a situation happened today, unfair accusations, realization and need for an apology.  I’m glad I was able to apologize but I wish I didn’t do things that caused me to apologize in the first place.

The best time I had today was after turning in my “final product” going on a jog up to the ball field.  I jogged up there, laid on a bench and prayed.  This is going to be a rough month but I am looking forward to it.  So far I have not been able to have those conversations I want to have.  I heard earlier about some of the brokeness students here are already opening up about.  Lord, if I can speak to just one of them and make an impact for you please open up that opportunity.

Love,
Bryce

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